Yesterday I took the Jane bus north from the subway and got off at Weston Road.
It isn't a part of town I visit often - in fact I'd only been there once before, 27 years ago. My partner had been a patient at West Park TB Hospital in 1980, and the next summer he returned with me to take a walk along the nearbye Humber Valley. He brought a picnic, and I remember that during our walk we'd sat on high ground somewhere - with a steep drop in front of us, a frost fence to lean against at our backs, and a fine open view overlooking the valley. I'd completely forgotten about that trip until recently, and decided to go back on the long weekend and take a look.
I walked along Buttonwood, through the grounds of West Park which didn't seem familiar at all, and along Emmett as it curved distinctively down to Eglinton flats - which I vaguely remembered from my previous visit. I turned right onto a footpath that led into the valley, a canopy of trees above, the sound of the river on my left. Again, quite familiar. Yesterday was a typical hot midsummer day, not unlike my previous visit. There were varieties of butterflies I don't usually see. One or two people came along the path towards me, and passed.
Memory told me that I would have a view of the hospital, to my right, as I walked along the path. But memory proved wrong - the hospital was higher up and hidden from view.
Memory told me that the footpath would narrow, and lead steeply up along the side of the ravine to my right, but memory proved wrong again.
I followed the footpath further along through Raymore Park, and the river came more in sight to my left. Insects buzzed about. Large birds - herons I think - took off from the water. Soon I reached a concrete weir that spanned the river.
With no sign of the narrow path I'd expected, I scrambled up the ravine embankment to the right, and emerged at the top at the exact place where we had sat for our lunch all those years before. Well, at least this isn't a false memory, I realised. But the trees and shrubs had now almost completely obscured what had once been been the view down to the river and along the valley, yet the fence was there, and little Denison Park behind it. Immediately to the south, also overlooking the valley, was St. John's Cemetery-on-the-Humber which I didn't recall seeing on my earlier visit.
Later, I retraced my steps - more or less - down into the valley, back up to Jane Street, and got the bus back to the subway. Then home to Riverdale, and a big pot of tea and some digestive biscuits.